Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Being Julia @ 02:21am

Terkebil2 aku..tak boleh tidur.. i have new habit..sleep late...hopefully this will disappear when i start to work again..

Blog hopping one by one.. hmm what to do next..adei...

My ayah already discharge last Saturday. Alhamdulillah..but he have to continue to do the dressing for his toes. Kesian ayah..dia dah tak sabar nak balik..

Jehan pernah comment aku will write when I'm in blues..hehehe..entah ler..betul agaknye.. emo sedikit weng.. tapi tak tau pasal ape..

Aku dok terkebil2.. memikirkan hala tuju hidup aku nie.. apa tindakan aku... apa nak jadi dengan aku nie..umur dah 36 tahun.. still kat takuk yang lama juga...

Tiba-tiba..Prince memberi message ym kat aku... dah lama dia tak contact aku. Kalau contact pun mesti nak menyalahkan aku..kenapa aku memutuskan hubungan..entahlah..kenapa orang tak dapat menerima hakikat..bahawa aku ingin berubah...tambah blues aku..hu hu hu..my heart bleeding back...sight...

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Jujul,

Sometimes I feel that way too.

read my post about Embracing the Ebb. U'll be able to relate.

Take good care of yourself, get well soon.