Selamat Hari Jadi Ayah....

Ayu miss you a lots...

Its Not Love........

Its Not Love........

If you love someone because you think that he or she is really gorgeous...
then it's not love..
it's - Infatuation...

If you love someone because you think that you shouldn't leave him because others think that you shouldn't...
then it's not love..
it's - Compromise...

If you love someone because you think that you cannot live with out his touch....
then it's not love..
it's - Lust...

If you love someone because you have been kissed by him...
then it's not love..
it's - Inferiority Complex...

If you love someone because you cannot leave him thinking that it would hurt his feelings..
then it's not love..
it's - Charity...

If you love someone because you share every thing with him...
then it's not love..
it's - Friendship...

but if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable
and you cry for him..
that's - LOVE...

Sunyi

Artist: Gersang

Sunyinya malam ini
Tiada bulan tiada bintang
Hanyalah kedengaran
Ombak dipantai
Hatiku tersusuk sayu dan pilu
Mengenangkan nasib diri dirantauan

Kasih di mana dikau
Masihkah ada rindu
Hatiku seperti dulu
Jangan biar dia membeku
Mengharap cinta yang dipandu
Tak ingin ku sendiri lagi

Oh teman dimanakah dia
Tidak kelihatan
Ku tertunduk malu
Menjelma
Aku seperti dulu sunyi ( 2X )
Sepi diri ini aku sendiri lagi ( 2X )

My Kiddos turn to be Young Man..

Arash and his PSP..my gift for him sebab dah berkhatan..
Aus with his PSP..my gift for him too for berkhatan..

Me and Kiddos

2nd December 2009..my two sons..turn to be young man..what an experience for me and for them.
The first test for me was..the nite before..kiddos' ayah asked me to wake him up at 6.30am..since the khatan start at 8am. From 6.20am i called him until 7.30am. He not pickup my called. Pissed me off. Sabar ajelahhhhhh.. Lantak lah..kalau ada..ada..kalau tak de nak buat camno. Nasib baik lah..my brothers - Pojiko and Elly ada..to give moral support to them.

Kelam kabut bersiap-siap..and the kiddos lak lengah2 aje..saje lah tu..pukul 9am we all arrived kat Lita Alis Clinic, Precint 9, Putrajaya. Dapat turn no 8 and 9. tunggu punya lah lama..Aus dah terlompat-lompat.. Arash dah pucat2..mengigil-gigil badan dah panas ketakutan.. Moi lak tengok budak-budak yang dah bersunat..muka macam ok aje..huhuhu berdoa dalam hati moga anak2 moi macam tu lah.. akhir nya..pukul 11am nama arash kena panggil..tapi sebab dia tak ready..dengan paksa rela..suruh Aus buat dulu.. by the way..derang nyer ayah sampai pukul 10am. Alhamdulillah..at least dapat dia tengok anak2 dia berkhatan..once in life time kan..mana boleh nak ulang-ulang... Moi pulak..berpeluang tengok process berkhatan for Aus..ngeri gak..huhuhu...Tapi Dr Yus memang dapat handle dengan baik. Alhamdulillah.. Dikya pun tumpang sekali juga tengok. Bila turn Arash..dia pulak tak bagi Moi tengok..so..yang masuk dalam..ayah dia dan Pak Anjang .

Sekarang nie..my next test is to take care both of them after berkhatan..huhuhu..cabaran..cabaran.. wish me luck..

Salam Lebaran...

100 hari..

Dan Aidil Fitri tahun ini...tidak seperti dulu...

Ayu rindu ayah....

Al Fatihah...

Kisah Aku..2 minggu

* Mak Lang Bibah cakap..kami ada darah keturunan Cina Mualaf (belah Wo@Nenek) + Bugis (belah Atok).. Patutlah aku nie..angin puting beliung..dulu2 lah..sekarang nie bila usia makin meningkat..aku boleh control anger tu..alhamdulillah. Info nie dapat bila we all berkumpul malam pertama ayah meninggal...

* Aku ikut Nuar p Kuantan on the 5th June. Bawak kiddos jenjalan..tapi derang frust sebab tak dapat mandi laut..n aku pun bukan bawak derang jalan betul2 pun. Dik Ya pun follow sekali. Met Ahan kat McD Teluk Cempedak. She the first blogger yang read my blog. Very nice lady..segan aku bila jumpa dia..aku dengan kesempoian aku lah.. after jumpa Ahan..p visit Abg Saupi a.k.a Jaka. My tagged friend yang admitted kat KMC Kuantan. Kira dia nie..bernasib baik lah..aku bukan nya selalu jumpa Tagged friend nie..tapi since Aku kat Kuantan..dan dia admitted kat situ..why not pay visit kan.. aku bawak le sojar2 aku.. After that sempat le aku beli satah n otak2 kat Tanjung Lumpur and beli ikan masin kat area TUDM tu.. n on the way balik tu..eldest son minta berhenti nak kencing..haru tull pantang nampak RnR and petrol station minta berhenti. Pukul 12am kita orang sampai SKY2.

* My Dr Sam.. sesudah 6 bulan tidak berdating..bila jumpa aku...first yang dia cakap dulu.. " You Put On Weight" uwarghhh...mek sedih...huhuhu dia cakap muka mek dah bulat...hauuuu... tapi kan..dia nyer assistant cakap mek dah kurus sikit...lega sikit..and Dik Ya cakap i am denial with the fact..uwarghhh...shadap you..hehhehee

* Aku Rindu ngan Ayah